Tonight I was thinking....

Tonight the kids and I were watching a book on storyline online before bed.  While we were sitting there, I looked over and noticed that Madi was slowly leaning over towards Conner, and at the same time, reaching to hold his hand.  Of course, boys cannot hold hands with their sisters, I mean, that's so not cool, so he pretended that he didn't notice, but did let her hold his hand.  Madi put her head on his shoulder, and I saw Conner give a little smile.  Conner is a great brother, he really is.  He is always very concerned about Madi and is always wanting to know that the doctors will not hurt her and that she will be ok.  Yes, they have their moments, but he is so sweet and gentle with her.  There are so many times he asks her if she is ok and tells her, "It's ok, Madi, I'm right here".  He gives her little hugs and kisses when he thinks no one is looking and sometimes he even lets her wear his spiderman costume or play with his favorite toy.  He seems so much more compassionate than many other kids his age.  I always knew that Madi would make me stronger and a better person, but I did not realize how much she would shape who Conner becomes.  I might be a bit biased, and I know he is only 3, but I really think that God is going to use him in a big way, and that Madi will be a big part of the man he becomes.

I guess it's about time for an update!

Madi seems to be doing well.  She is a very happy little girl and is smiling all the time.  She's starting to learn to coo and makes the cutest little noises.  We took her in the the neurosurgeon for a check-up yesterday and he said everything looks great.  I am always afraid to say anything because I'm afraid I will jinx it.  It's hard because she could have an infection brewing and we may not know for a while.  I watch her very carefully (probably to carefully) but have not seen any indication of infection as of yet.  We go to the pediatrician today and will be able to check her weight and height to see how she is growing.  We met with DDD the other day and are getting her started with an early interventionist and a physical therapist.  We are also having her checked out by a speech therapist.  When we took her to the neurologist she also thought we could benefit from an occupational therapist and is getting us a referral for that.  I think it's awesome that Madi is going to be able to get so much help so quickly!  We are praying that we find great Christian people to work with.  

Madi was getting terrible diaper rashes that I was having a hard time getting rid of.  I put her back in disposable diapers while I tried to clear it and realized it was the diaper cream I was putting on her.  I made my own concoction with vitamin E and some other cream and it cleared right up!  She gets to go back in her cloth diapers now, which look so adorable on her.  None of her pants fit her though because her little butt is so fluffy!

Conner is a great big brother and is making sure his little sister is well taken care of.  He helps wash her in the bath, hugs her, and gives her lots of kisses!